I want someone, someone to hold me, kiss me, hug me, cuddle me, miss me, love me. I want a person to genuinely mean everything they say to me and someone who can help me while I’m struggling through my depression, hypo-manic disorder, PTSD, Anxiety, homicidal and suicidal thoughts. I scream and scream even louder, but nobody is there to help me. I am miserable, I want to die. I don’t want to handle this all by myself. I’m tired, I’m depressed, I’m sad, I’m pissed. I constantly feel the urge to hurt myself. I’m ready. I hate myself.
Nobody knows the shit that runs through my mind. Please..
Someone. Just help me, love me, miss me, kiss me.